rotatio

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Tending to grief is the essence of....providing a sanctuary and
safe passage for its unfolding - in the body, the psyche, and the
nervous system - which requires that we fall to the ground,
at times, and weep.

Weep for our shattering [collective and personal], for the dying
of a dream, for the entirety of the unlived life. For it is these tears
that form the substance of the portal of joy. [Rebirth].

Grief is not something we "get over", but a partner we spin
with, honor at times, argue with at others, and lament with as
the cycles of our lives unfold.

We live in a world that has lost contact with the holy waters of
reorganization. But to marginalize the experience of grief is
to work against nature. Out in the natural world, the earth grieves
by way of her seasons. We can feel that grief in a rain drop, if
we allow ourselves to be taken apart and put back together.

There is no endpoint to this restructuring, no final state of
resolution where we land in some untouchable place, free from
our embodied vulnerability, our somatic aliveness, and from
more burning.

Rather, we find ourselves in what the alchemists call the rotatio,
the holy rotation of vast cycles of rupture and repair that touch
and open the human soul.

The soul is endless and the visitors of grief may companion us
for a lifetime. But the grieving, orphaned ones of the psyche
and soma come not to harm, but to reveal. And to open a
doorway into wholeness, mercy, and light.

Grief is not so much a process that we "make it through" and
come out the other side fully intact, but a non-linear transforming
midwife of the unknown. It moves not by way of straight line,
but by that of circle and spiral.

—Matt Licata

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